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» Charmaine's life, open to all you nitwits to pick at. Often coded, you're welcome to attempt deciphering the meaning of my existence. If you discover anything you think I don't know as yet, I'm contactable at c_mayn@hotmail.com.

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2009-08-05 - born slippy.
2009-07-20 - loss.
2009-07-06 - love is blind, but.
2008-10-29 - Charmaine no longer contributes to the unemployment headcount in Singapore. :)
2008-09-25 - bliss.
2008-08-20 - miscommunication.
2008-08-04 - Rejuvenated.
2008-06-25 - the random coded thoughts of a jaded female.
2008-04-13 - Workin'.
2008-04-06 - i love it when you call.
2008-04-03 - The Definition of Charities.
2008-01-07 - new year, new goals.
2008-01-05 - I think it's better to have someone.
2007-09-29 - she.
2007-09-26 - long overdue update and explanations why.
2007-08-09 - missing you.
2007-08-02 - I wish I graduated from Harvard. In 2006.
2007-07-07 - back. and hating it.
2007-05-14 - Leaving On A Jet Plane...
2007-04-23 - the "meet-up-with-as-many-people-after-my-exams-before-i-leave-for-europe-and-before-i-start-working" project.
2007-04-20 - jukebox of sad songs.
2007-04-16 - europe and couches.
2007-04-02 - dna through imaging. cooolll.
2007-03-19 - B for Batman. B for Busy Bee. B for Bollocks.
2007-03-09 - stupid. really really stupid. :| sigh.
2007-02-22 - shower habits.
2007-02-15 - Summation of Valentine's Day.
2007-02-07 - V-Day? or D-Day?
2007-02-05 - animate genius.
2007-01-30 - grad trip and cny discussion.
2007-01-23 - :( bad things happen.
2007-01-18 - bring me to boston and leave me there.
2006-12-05 - euphoria!
2006-11-19 - After Exam Plans. :)
2006-11-17 - taggg my boarddd. ( that sounds like connotation for something else :| )
2006-11-11 - here it goes again... on treadmills?
2006-11-09 - life-long learning, scary schedules, and a sick me.
2006-11-07 - Rent-A-Hug vs Free-Hugs... All The Same.
2006-11-06 - bimbo? or just stressed?
2006-11-06 - i feel like how homer looks.
2006-11-01 - Happy Birthday to a Very Special Girl.
2006-10-26 - dream a little dream and never forget.
2006-10-24 - the love you can't have lasts the longest, feels the strongest... and hurts the most.
2006-10-24 - the merlion on a sushi break.
2006-10-23 - how to save a life.
2006-10-20 - clarification, trusting and... when.
2006-10-17 - of politics and baby swoccies.
2006-10-13 - life, love and... an advertisement. :)
2006-10-10 - filler poem.
2006-09-11 - techie junkie - a new meaning.
2006-09-08 - an attempt at ignorance.
2006-08-29 - feeling forgotten
2006-08-17 - of troubles and stepping down.
2006-08-01 - rambles of purple nothingness.
2006-07-22 - shitty shitty shitty day.
2006-07-13 - the hug that was.
2006-07-13 - and we've come full circle.
2006-06-08 - We love you so much too, Lena.
2006-06-05 - scary shit.
2006-05-14 - gahhh.
2006-05-11 - everyone left on a jet plane.
2006-05-06 - emptiness.
2006-05-02 - leaving before the bell rings.
2006-05-01 - rant/tantrum.
2006-04-26 - bad day. bad baadddd day.
2006-04-20 - running.
2006-04-13 - non-descript.
2006-03-28 - friendships or otherwise.
2006-03-21 - a twist to the story.
2006-03-21 - on haircuts and... blog-whoring?
2006-03-15 - haircut dilemma.
2006-02-15 - thank the world for friends. drink carlsberg. :p
2006-01-28 - happy cny to all! :)
2006-01-25 - silent tears are the easiest to shed.
2006-01-15 - bet-in-ween.
2006-01-10 - somewhere in between what is real and just a dream.
2005-12-31 - :)
2005-12-31 - -
2005-12-30 - !@#$%^&*()
2005-12-15 - tag, i'm it?
2005-09-03 - pleasing.
2005-08-28 - block ramblings of ibg and beyond.
2005-08-25 - last supper my ASS.
2005-08-10 - Long Time No See HOR?!
2005-05-27 - affirmation.
2005-05-23 - grunt.
2005-05-21 - sock it to me, baby?
2005-05-15 - boredom.
2005-04-28 - Weird Situation [1]: my mom says i'm lousy. *sob*
2005-04-27 - i'm jaded coded.
2005-04-20 - of patheticness, stupidity, jobs and quizzes. date match, anyone?
2005-04-07 - of perverse suckers and buanged french tests.
2005-04-05 - Of laziness and stupid ass bombers. Pray for me? :)
2005-03-30 - random musings and upcoming events.
2005-03-26 - slack week. par-tay on! ;)
2005-03-22 - happiness is found in the simple pleasures of life.
2005-03-07 - utternonsenseandfrustrationventing
2005-02-27 - it's over for now...
2005-02-20 - of irritations and catching-up.
2005-02-14 - lost stage. nothing to do but dig.
2005-02-07 - waiting to be found.
2005-01-27 - sick. *cough cough* this is the only time i'm hot. and it's literal. *sniff*
2005-01-23 - *think think and think some more*
2005-01-16 - wrong directions.
2005-01-06 - MC = Monkey Crap. CAP = Crap And Piss. Life = Shit. Me = Dead.
2005-01-01 - Countdown.
2004-12-27 - boxing day.
2004-12-25 - Christmas Boredom.
2004-12-11 - activities galore.
2004-11-28 - Grown Male Adult = Egotistical Immature Jerk.
2004-11-27 - wander. wonder. hmm.
2004-11-17 - Futility.
2004-11-13 - neurotic-ated.
2004-11-12 - Somebody.
2004-11-06 - The Pessimist.
2004-11-04 - The Bane of Singlehood.
2004-11-01 - Food, Studies and Sleep.
2004-10-24 - Gong Gong.
2004-10-17 - ramblings of matter.
2004-10-16 - Angles of Perception. Change mine.
2004-10-10 - Lonesome One.
2004-10-05 - NEWSFLASH.
2004-10-03 - Going on a Cruise.
2004-09-30 - Contagious pain.
2004-09-25 - Inexplicable.
2004-09-24 - A Working Life.
2004-09-24 - Bangkok.
2004-09-15 - Nonsensical.
2004-09-14 - Free day? Nah...
2004-09-11 - lost.
2004-09-09 - Return of the Prodigal Buaya. Sortof.
2004-08-15 - Excessive thoughts and emotions.
2004-08-09 - Confused Thoughts and Decisions. ESPn? Hah.
2004-08-04 - Adaptation to new habitat.
2004-07-21 - On the Play of Life.
2004-07-13 - Quizzes and Boredom.
2004-07-12 - Sacrifice of the Soul.
2004-07-10 - Kayak, Dinner, Cars and Plans.
2004-07-05 - Of Horrid Endings, Books, Relationships and Halls.
2004-07-03 - Veronika decides to die. Who's Veronika?
2004-06-28 - Excitement of things to come and things that have come to pass. :)
2004-06-15 - ... Personality Disorders ...
2004-06-07 - Boyfriends and Girlfriends. BAH.
2004-06-02 - Bah.
2004-05-26 - Unanswered Questions and What-Ifs.
2004-05-23 - The waiting game.
2004-05-21 - Uh.. What?!
2004-05-18 - The face that launched a thousand ships.
2004-05-12 - Gentleman Misfortune, Not Lady Luck.
2004-05-11 - clean slate. new beginning.
2004-05-05 - Rated (PG).
2004-05-03 - Climbing the Mountains of Insecurities.
2004-04-30 - the confusional rant of the impatient and intolerant.
2004-04-25 - Only fools fall in love.
2004-04-21 - Existential Sake.
2004-04-20 - Happy Birthday, Mom. Love you.
2004-04-12 - Dreams, aspirations and hopes.
2004-04-05 - Random thoughts.
2004-03-27 - Vulnerable, Depressed, Emotionally Unstable Me.
2004-03-27 - Heavy Duty Angst.
2004-03-16 - The Tirade.
2004-03-13 - My Day, Not My Way - Unfortunately.
2004-03-10 - Futuristic Realities.
2004-03-09 - What's Bakin'? Brownies, of course..
2004-03-05 - Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered.
2004-03-03 - Hatred - but only at myself.
2004-03-01 - Providence.
2004-02-27 - Friday, I'm In Love...
2004-02-25 - Disconnected Being.
2004-02-20 - one last cry - not..
2004-02-17 - Updates and all.
2004-02-14 - D-day, V-day, what's the diff.
2004-02-05 - Mixed Up Feelings->Desolation->Resignation
2004-01-31 - Emotionally Barren.
2004-01-29 - Procrastination.
2004-01-22 - Song Dedications... (2)
2004-01-20 - Song Dedications... (1)
2004-01-13 - Ponderings and Dedications...
2003-12-25 - Merry Christmas MY ASS.
2003-12-17 - Artistic/Autistic - what's the diff..
2003-12-13 - Job vacancies? No porno please.
2003-12-04 - Advertising.. Addy-Lynne's Treasures.
2003-12-04 - Fear of the unknown..
2003-12-01 - yada yada yada and some idle chit chat.
2003-11-29 - life after death.
2003-11-27 - bleargh.
2003-11-26 - Hari Raya.. and Gummi Bears!
2003-11-24 - Whoo Hoo!!
2003-11-23 - DrEaM vs ReALiTy
2003-11-21 - Retaliation..
2003-11-20 - STUPID ~!@#$%^&* KLUTZ.
2003-11-20 - Shutter Happy.. =p
2003-11-17 - Reloaded, with Revolutions. *wink*
2003-10-17 - SHE gets to type.. *roll eyes*
2003-10-08 - Charmaine's Lament.
2003-10-01 - Is this me?
2003-09-17 - LOVE is in the air.. and it's not what YOU think..
2003-09-05 - Fly Away..
2003-09-01 - Survival Of The Fittest. Literally.
2003-08-03 - Dismal or Great?
2003-07-15 - 'When-ing" Session.. Number (1)??
2003-07-07 - are you lonesome tonight?
2003-07-03 - Fit or Fat?
2003-07-01 - ReLaX!!
2003-06-29 - eCoNoMiCs.. love of my life. RIGHT.
2003-06-26 - The Case of Mistaken Identities
2003-06-25 - SuPeR DuPeR HyPeR!!!
2003-06-24 - Southpark!!
2003-06-23 - *D'OH*